Well not long to go until your charity night. I hope to make you very proud of me and I hope you will be with me during my speech to keep me strong. I know that your around me at all times so I know that you know what has been happening, but don't worry about me I will be fine with the strength that you have left me. Your sisters are doing well, driving me nuts with fighting all the time but thats just the way they are and I wouldn't change it for the world. I will always remember you and although each day gets a bit easier I will never forget you, my baby boy.