Hello my boy, hope your missing me loads as I am certainly missing you. I put a planted pot of hycainths at your grave its in a wee purple pot I think you would have liked that. I have been busy all day revising for my theory test, i hope i make you proud and actually manage to pass i could certainly be doing with something the now to make me smile again. I just don't understand why this had to happen why everything is being taken away from me. I am a good mum and my kids always come first which you probably already know and I feel great comfort from knowing you are with me and your sisters all the time. We will get through this as a family but I will never forget how blessed I was to have carried you and held you first. I better go and try and get your sisters to sleep they just play up for me and you would probably have been the same. Love you always my wee angel no matter where you are I know you are safe x